Dec
12
Again
Three times this week I’ve talked to friends who heard I was pregnant but didn’t know I lost the baby. It is so not fair to have to update them over and over again. Two of them were good friends that I don’t see that often, and it was over email, so I guess it was a little better, but one of them was a coworker from another branch that should have heard from someone that wasn’t me.
In certain ways, it feels like it’s getting more painful, not less. There are still triggers all over the place that just blindside me with my sadness. Stupid holidays.
