Nov
20
Inadequate
I noticed a new feeling today: I’m feeling inadequate. I failed at having a baby. It didn’t work out because something went wrong in my body. I failed at getting all the way to the end of a healthy pregnancy. I failed my baby by not being a good enough vessel for him/her to grow and develop properly. I don’t understand why I don’t get to be a mom. Why we weren’t permitted to continue our joy & anticipation. To have a family.
